April 7th, 2005

Current Music: The Killers Subject: Coming out of my cage, I've been doing just fine. Time: 07:09 pm Current Mood: lonely

It's been so long since I've updated. I feel sick. Every morning when I wake up I am yearning and aching for a real life. For that one day when I won't be just going through the motions because that's what I have to do. The day when I'm doing things because I want to. I wish I had somebody to hold onto. Anyone to really truly love me. Somedays friends aren't enough.

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March 15th, 2005

Current Music: Journey to the Cemetery-Phantom of the Opera Subject: I {[heart]} Celtic pride Time: 06:28 pm Current Mood: anxious

I cannot wait for Thursday, I will be all out in green like the Irish lass that I am, I hope to do some appropriate Glamour Bombs, the Leprechauns are my kin, nobody shall be safe from their wrath! I think I'll bake some Irish treats for my friends. And a faery ritual is a must!

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March 5th, 2005

Current Music: My Coco-Stellastar Subject: I feel like I'm being raped by the scene Time: 04:43 pm Current Mood: horny

Bunny! She's so funky, I <3 her. I love her friends aswell! Especially Rachel and her fuzzy jacket. Fan girls unite.

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March 4th, 2005

Current Music: SYLSB-Save Ferris Subject: SYLSB! Time: 04:04 pm Current Mood: amused

How peculiar! I'm meeting Bunny tonight. She gets a big hug.

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February 27th, 2005

Current Music: Such Great Heights-Iron and Wine Subject: Salad Renegades Time: 09:52 pm Current Mood: hehe

I heart Fresh Choice, I can eat lots of salad and bleu cheese there. I watched the Academy Awards, and drats! Finding Neverland didn't win best picture! Eternal Sunshine won best original screenplay however, yay! Someday I'll be up there. T-minus ten seconds! .... .... .... .... BOOM!

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February 24th, 2005

Subject: Hehe Time: 09:01 pm

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Subject: Volcano girls, we really can't be beat Time: 06:56 pm

I get to go to the Phenomenauts show in Berkley on the fourth. Eeee! I connot wait. I get to meet the lovely atrebunny! Yes! The French couldn't top this! And in other news, I converted a friend to the Glamour Bomb lifestyle! We were walking in a bookstore, looking at postcards and she said "You know, I would love to write random people postcards and not sign my name" My face light (lite?) up! "You're a glamour bomber!" I then told her all about it. She can't wait to get started.

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February 21st, 2005

Current Music: The Black-Haired Lass Subject: French men in my head!? Time: 01:00 pm Current Mood: Dreamy

I watched Tuck Everlasting again last night. It was filmed mostly in Maryland, I want to go there, I want to build myself a house in the woods, and I want everyone who feels lost and alone to come live there with me. We can all run in the feilds and drink from the spring.

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February 20th, 2005

Subject: Join me, in this eternal bliss... Time: 11:19 pm

winniexjesse Come join the premiere livejournal community for Tuck Everlasting.

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January 28th, 2005

Current Music: Marilyn Monroe Subject: My world's a mess and you're my only cure... Time: 08:52 pm Current Mood: Like a ballerina

I'm looking like Josephine Baker. And I'm not going to waste a minute of it. I'm a ballerina, frozen in time. Spinning, swallowed whole by my tutu. Eep!

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January 7th, 2005

Current Music: Say Anything-Walk Through Hell Subject: I have decided... Time: 10:06 pm Current Mood: anxious

I am going to stop waiting for love to find me. I am enlisting all magic forces to help me search out the soul that maches mine. This is going to be an amazing journey. I need to Glamour Bomb. I am a Glamour Bandit.

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December 29th, 2004

Current Music: ocean sounds Subject: i am in love Time: 10:28 pm Current Mood: lonely

it is glorious it is glittering it is decadent but most of all it is lonely. the one i love does not know.

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November 4th, 2004

Current Music: Horror Beach Subject: I've been gone, but now I'm back Time: 09:07 pm Current Mood: Magic!

I stole this out of the Glamour bomb communtiy. I love it. Write, draw, compose, create masterpieces that reflect your glittering soul. Make love, with yourself, with another, with many others, in public, in leather, in fluorescent body paint, in the ocean. Question, comment, share, create community so that others may build. Ask what hasn't been provided for, what hasn't been done for the world, who's hiding, who's in fear, and give them that space to shine. Dress up, dress down, party in the streets, party in the schools, sing, dance, chant, show them you're alive and you care about this world. Infiltrate the secret heart of the city. Plagiarise, cannibalise, take the acts of others and use them as fuel for your own acts of rebellion. Leave around mix CDs with music you love. Drown out the hatred with delirious joy. Do a class project on alternative lifestyles. Skirt the law, live on the edge, believe, breath, dream, be, push your limits, push your mind, push your soul. Try something new. Don't be afraid. Be who you are, but be it a thousand times brighter. Tell a friend. Tell the world. Come out... and play. Most of all, PROTEST. Scream it from the rooftops. Flypost. Make banners, make posters, leave messages on computer screens, marker pen in the bathroom stalls - take one out with you tomorrow - fake blood-spattered dolls abandoned on garbage tips mourning the death of the individual. Wear all black. Wear a t-shirt with a message. Wear the message on your body - paint, tattoo, Miss Universe-style sash.

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October 3rd, 2004

Current Music: I don't like mondays-Tori Amos Subject: Tiny Umbrellas. Time: 12:57 am Current Mood: sad

I wish I could bottle up peoples escence. I'd wear them around my neck. A necklace of hope and pain.

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September 25th, 2004

Current Music: Oh Injury-Rasputina Subject: I've just had a lovely idea! Time: 07:28 pm Current Mood: pleased

Since I am always looking for new things to wish on, I just thought of this. Writing your wish on a doller bill. How much would you love to get that in your change?

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Current Music: Sixpence None the Richer Subject: Why must I always feel empty? Time: 06:49 pm Current Mood: bitchy

I need somebody to fill me. I think that is my problem, I'm always needing.

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Current Music: sixpence non the richer Subject: Things never work out for me... Time: 06:27 pm Current Mood: melancholy

my mom says she doesn't like my attitude. i wish i had the nerve to run away. i wonder what happens, when you become a parent. how do you become so bitter and so mean. i will never be like that. because of them, i may never have children. i also wish that somebody was reading this. i wish somebody would read this, and love me. but that can never happen.

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